argh

damn it. by the end of feb, i'll be free from all restrictions cos it's gonna mark e end of my army life. no more band, no more gaying arnd.

=(

im supposed to be happy! cos i'll be free till uni starts in aug. but mummy's asking me to look for a job!!!!! maybe i shld. even baby's working, so maybe i really shld. but wat can i do? teach music? ok someone employ me. but it's kinda an irony, tt i hated having music lessons when i was younger, n now im gonna teach some kid who's most likely gonna hate me as well. as much as i love music, i hate having piano lessons, even now. gg for those crappy abrsm piano exams was such a chore. n to make it worse, the bloody examiner failed me when i was in grade8. no mercy on me!!!! yucksss

or maybe i shld help ppl look aft their dogs when they are away. that'll b fun i hope?

or go back to acs barker n teach music? or acs(i) since they hav mep? or my beloved acjc since they hav mep as well?

but, do they all want me? im making myself sound popular amongst all the employers. hahahaha! crap shit.

anyway, any suggestions?!