2007

It's a new year, so everything's gotta be new.

I'm gonna be a NSMan in 3 months' time. How cool is that?

Abandoned the other blog for this. Abandoned many other old stuff for new ones.

But I never ever wanted this to happen. I don't ever wanna abandon her for someone new. But she told me just days before the new year that... we should cool off. I know she didn't mean it, she just wanted me to settle some stuff. I don't blame her for that, I know she meant well. And I know deep down in our hearts, we still care for each other. It's just a matter of time, for her to really understand her feelings, and I'll gladly wait as long as she's ready and happy.

What's more, she still goes out with me, she still tells me stuff and I still love her. We still behave like how we used to. No awkwardness, no worries and that's what I really want us to feel. Don't be confused nor feel miserable baby, just follow your heart, and I'll not let anyone jeopardise our relationship. I know she can be a really good friend, to me and to you, and I know you're feeling sore about it, that explains everything. But love is selfish and I really hope things will get better after some cooling-off time. And I hope she'll really understand.

I'm sorry I wasn't there to protect you from people you're afraid of. But hey you managed to deal with him yourself. Maybe I can help you return the keyring to him. Hahaha.

Have a good year ahead peeps.