dreading the 8th month of the year...

gosh i havent been updating for a long time.

anw, just some updates. im currently working part-time as a civil servant. how hip is that? nah just a slave at the ministry, teaching music. on the other hand, i dun mind being paid peanuts for teaching music, something i really love and have passion for. and i reckon i wont have much time to spare for music once school starts if im determined to listen to baby and be a good and hardworking boy(someone i never was in my entire life). cos to do that, i believe, i'll need to be consistent in my school work and hand up all my assignments in time, just like she did, but oh she's like a million times smarter than me. i would like to pry open her head and examine how big her brain is compared to mine. haha. anyhow if tt's gonna happen, (being a gd boy, not prying her head open) that means no time for leisure at all =(

i realise i was ranting abt baby being angry with me n all. hahaha. how funny it seems reading it now, the way i desperately seek for her forgiveness. hhaha! tt's just how u'll feel, when someone so close to u ignores u for such a long time. treasure ur frens, peeps! or it'll be too late to regret.

anw, mum's being really mean to me these days. both dad n her have been using the chauffeurs at home so often, im not given a chance to be chauffeured around these days unless im gg out with them. how crappy is that! n when i plead her to send me to work, she'll just send me to the novena train station. my dear mum, i dun work at the train station, for goodness sake. the bloody moe building's at buona vista and i live in e novena apartment, so i'll have to change a train cos they're on different lines! and when i complain abt that, she'll ask me to move back to bt timah where she n dad are living at. she probably doesnt know that newton n novena fall on the same line? so it doesnt really make a difference. i hav no idea but she claims that it'll b so much more convenient. so much more convenient to scold n nag at me, perhaps. i just feel much more familiar n confortable arnd novena since i had been living there since i was in pri sch due to close proximity to my schs-ACPS n ACS(barker).my gosh. she's amazingly MEAN to me, i conclude. she just wants me to make my own way there. Argh the treatment was so different as compared to when i was still schooling at ACJC. i still rmb her fetching me fr school if dad was hogging onto uncle paul and henry. where's that caring mum now?=(

and now i wish i had a driver's license. baby's gonna get hers soon la! gosh but im just too lazy to learn n mum's been nagging at me ever since i turned 18. and im turning 21 soon this may, which means she has been nagging at me for 3 freaggin years!

o, you mighty power who rules the universe, pls allow august to arrive slowly.